No longer holdingstupid

Its another day with no sun. another day of rain and tears. I give up on you, its a promis i have to make.....

I No longer have that feeling following me. He lifted me off me feet and told me to step down from my pedastule. I feel no judgement, i feel like im myself for once. he wants me to do the right things. I finally can say im happy. That smile you see me with is real. No longer do i have to lie about how i feel. Those 3 words are real. I never have to worry about that gut feeling you get when something is wrong. All i cando now is smile and feel amazing. Hes all i want, hes all i need.