Hello old friend.

I feel like I'm losing who I want to be. Everyone seems to have all these high expectations for me, when really I don't want to be who they want me to be. I love to write. I want to write as a career and I havent wrote in who knows how long. I feel like i'm losing my way. I don't even know who I am in highschool. Who are my friends ? Why am I all alone at lunch ? Where am I ? I don't know how to be something someone misses, but I don't even think who I am, I'd miss myself. What happened? I need me back. Highschool is changing me and im losing who i am and where i fit in.